in e house of God!

I was so eager to attend service since last week.Rev Mike Connell came to CHC today..he had e gift of inner healing n deliverance. (initially i dun hav a clue wat's dis abt until towards e end of e service) Went for 2 services (2 & 3) Both were really GREAT!!For ser3, Rev Mike Connell tok abt lots of thing, but there were sum parts which i did not really catch.Anyway, sum pointers to remember :

*I am wat i am, by e Grace of God*
*The Lord is here wif me -Mighty Man of Valor*
*God sees my potential, wat lies in me,embrace n believe wats said abt me*
*When i fall, i shall arise!*
*Nothing is accomplished wifout commitment. Commitment is a choice. Every commitment has a price/cost*

When its time for the deliverance alter call, i struggled 4 a long time. I wanted to experience the power of God inside me but many thoughts were running in my mind. Should i step down to be prayed for, or not?Sumthing was preventing me. Wonder y im in sucha dire state? Pple might say its only a decision of a "yes/no". But to me, its a very important decision. I cant afford to make a hasty step within a short time. Its nt dat i dun believe in God, but i've got lotsa factors to consider. In e end, i remained in my place. I need more time, to decide which is e path im destined to lead. I hav mixed feelings, im confused. U might ask den y am i, a non-christian going to church service?Well, im eager to noe more abt the mighty Lord, im discovering my perfect life. I feel safe in the house of God. Real safe.

The invisible presence of God was very strong. I dunno y, but i cried. I tried my best to push back e emotions which built up inside me, but as i sing n watched the pain and torment being released from those who needed deliverance, I was truly shocked and amazed at such miracles unfolding before my eyes. I released my stress n unhappiness which was bottled up so deeply in my heart. Alot has been going on. But now im glad dat there's oways sum pple whom i can turn to whenever i nd a shoulder. Thanks e gals..Sis Jac,Deborah, Jing Min, Yongling, Zen n e rest.. Though i knew them for only a few weeks but they showed their concern. Great peeps. Thanks for the hugs.Im so huggleable today.hahas!kinda paiseh dat i cry, arggh!Thanks 4 praying for me. After Ser2, at e carpark, Sis Jac prayed 4 me, all dat she said were exactly wat's on my mind. N..tears just rolled down =(..Thanks!I feel better...=D

Personally, i feel that the preaching on shame for ser3 was a very interesting one.e example on Adam & Eve made me realise thing which i've nv thought abt.

*we feel ashamed coz we r different, but difference is wat makes u unique*
*freedom from shame brings about tremendous boldness in life*

I will forgive all e pple who shamed me be4, humiliated me, brought so much pain to me.

*I dun care, coz im right in e presence of God*

I give my blessings to all of u.

So i went for 2 services, n everything ended at ard 10pm..went to Alif to eat prata. 1st time i went dere. Well, my throat was nt feeling very well after service, hoarse after exerting my throat too much during service.haa..i sang like nobody's business. Shared cab home wif Yongling, Jing min n Caleb.Reached hm at ard 12+ i tink.sooo tired.