CHC 16th Anniversary!

My very very very very very BEAUTIFUL wallpaper!t looks awesome on my lappie!

*Praise e lord!*..just watched CROSS!!But not paying full attention..Coz my parents were behind me.Haa..n im sending songs to pple...busy busy..Gonna find one day whereby noone will be at home, n i will shut all e windows n doors tight..n BLAST!weet...if nt go to sch find a secluded spot.lols!Jus dun feel gd..dunno y..feels uneasy..bla bla bla..I was having goosebumps just now...bbRrr..cries!MY SOURCE!!!My 1st fav song. But in e DVD, their song coordination was kinda diff nw. I prefer e sadder 1 though.I love to cry =D..I love One, Cry, Refuge, Holy, Extraordinary, I give!!!, Come Holy spirit bla bla bla...CRIESS!

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City Harvest 16th Anniversary in Singapore Indoor Stadium.Weet. Nearly cant get outta bed at 6.10am 2day, coz i was soooo hungry n tired. Feels so weak! Met e grp 7.45am at JE, Garrick was e only 1 dere. Den reached Kallang at ard 8.40am...Took cab again.Queued for sum time again. But dis time round, dey opened e gates earlier..Im sooooo excited man!!!My "Sweets" inventory still left quite alot frm ytd.haha. Thx Zen for e egg mayo sandwich.Service starts at 11am..Our seats were so so so good!!Oh man, im so glad!!Delirious? n Darlene appeared again!Woot. PAstor Sun was here too. 1st time i c her in real life man!haas..All e songs r so familiar...I was touched. Tears welled up many times in my eyes.>.<.Though im still a dummy in Christian stuff, im sensitive to e holy spirits..Kies, i thouroughly enjoyed myself today..mm..tink its more enjoyable den ytd..hee..maybe its only CHC..more familiar wif their worship n praise. Can feel e vibe increasing n increasing in me!!!Feels dat im in a secret place wif only me n Jesus Christ..Im learning, trying, eager to reach out to him..all by myself. I feel totally renewed, Jam encouraged me to go down to be prayed for if there's altar call during FOP ytd..But too bad theres none ytd n 2day...Coz too many pple..Im actually quite prepared.Pastor Kong tok abt "Vision".Once again, it amazed me. But due to the overwhelming fatigue in me, my eyes fluttered close sum time.Im so sorry.>.<

*Vision is a picture of your future*

*A man without a future will always return to his past!*(He emphasized on dis alot!)

Tink i shld figure out e internal turmoil inside me be4 i can fulfil my vision..Im really stuck now..Im so confused..Im in a dilemma..I dunno wat to do..My path, my future is a bizzare.

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I love e service today!!!GREAT!!Really great!!But once again, i really dun wish it to end after 3hrs...How i wish it cld be longer.=p.Took sum pics n den went to Raffles Shopping Centre to eat. Starved!!Haven't eaten dinner for ytd n breakfast for today!Haha, i can be immortal le!Went hm at ard 4.30pm wif Evans dey all. Throughout e whole journey, i can only hear Evans crapping like no tml...hahaa..funny man!!!But i was really so tired, almost fall aslp...but i hang on, coz mus entertain Evans mah..haas..He kept crapping wif dis gal call Felicia. My role is to listen only, i kept myself mum coz i really cmi!!Fatique!!But guess wat??When i reach Westmall n saw sales all over., i forgot my tiredness.!hee..Bought 1 lime green jacket!!im soo happy!!Love it lotss!!Yearned for a green 1 for a long time!!I love green!!Called my small sis to cum dwn to buy watch coz its only $3 at Watts in!!Crazy sale.Last day le mah..I reached Westmall at 5.15pm but reached hm at 7pm!!peng..i can really shop, even in a tiny shopping mall!!Arrgh...oh yah, i begged my sis to help me take a pic of me under my blk wif the tress at e bc ground n me drinking Green Tea!Its all Green!Haha..she was so reluctant man!But i feel dat i shld be e one to feel embarrassed instead of her =p

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Im boiling!!arrgh..dad n mum kept scolding abt me using e lappie for sucha long time doing useless thing..I feels dat im getting easily agitated wif my parents..Have to control my anger so hard!!Feels dat im distancing myself frm them.Did i spend too little time at home??N my heart wasn't even at home??hais.They dunno wat im doing though, my small sis watched Cross wif me n at sum point of time she will say "Eh, jie, ur sch concert hor"..=)..Den we will turn e vol down at "sum parts"...Y must i do dis discreetly..hais.My sis very clever!She know e lyrics for most of e songs sia!!Weet!!Cheryl sends me lots of songs..Tink im going to look thru e tiny package which Jing min took 4 me today...Tml is 9am AAA class..hai..i haven do tutorial..im so tired.Really..mm..im kinda sad nw..duno y.hais...

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Kahong said he will be meeting Silver ang tonite..Maybe can take tix for me.hee...Oh yah..sum pple had been spreading untruth abt CHC..Pls respect all e churches especially if u urself is a Christian!!Oh my god..i totally despised such pple..U shld be ashamed of urself!!! Dun let e Christians down please. But like wat Rev Mike Connell has taught us be4, " I will bless all of u!I will forgive u!"...I cant be bothered wif u pple. May ur sins be washed away!..Can say dat im a free thinker nw, but y am i tinking more sensibly??...sum pple r really incorrigible..I cant believe it man.