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no sch today.e-learning.

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bad. im getting so stressed up for e Sc Recruitment thingy. i dun tink i can succeed in gettin any year 1 to join my group except my yr2 frens. Tink e dancers n e class which i was assigned to lead during baoc'05 -tb02 will join Joanna's group since they r in her class n i took a step too late.. Even for my own classmates, they have to choose between me and Alex since he has his own grp too..i dun wish to compete wif my frens for pple. c my situation?? wth.My networking is too limited. Feel so useless. N im worried. Though its e quality dat matters, at dis point of time, we needa satisfy e quantity factor too. hais. another blow. i dunno hu can i ask to join le..my only gateways are close. most of them up taken up. hopefully jerome n brendan can find pple.n i dun dare to look at e list of events for BA..im getting messed up..frigging day.criessss... hais.guess, to many pple, my probs r just so insignificant but wait till ur in my shoes. competition is so fearful n cruel.

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ltr clifford, william, shixiang,ling,yun,vic,yinlei they all watchin Land of e dead at Westmall 7.30...was actually quite eager to go, but nw im practically moodless. theres jus so much thing to worry.since they're cuming to Westmall, i tink i might as well go la, so near. at least, i can stop thinking abt other thing. argh.sorry huimin for rejecting to watch e movie wif you n ur fren.enjoy!!she very pig, keep using me as an excuse to her mother when she go out. =p nvm, im helpful.i want to watch Charlie n e Choc factory!!last time planned to watch wif T.M.G..but sum of them nt free...hais..dunno when can e 8 of us meet up..each n everyone is like so busy wif their own stuff.

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ok..so im very pissed n gloomy today!!my mind was cursing when e "Proj Superstar" ad appeared on tv n i refuse to even take a look which was so not me.rolled my eyes at whoever who look at me when i helped mum to carry her groceries back home just now. pardon me for my attitude. needa let off steam. im boiling.