dot dots..now, even 2 alarms cant wake me up.hais..im doomed.AAA lecture was at 9am...i woke up at ard 9.45am!?arrghh...wth is wrong wif me!last time, no matter how lil sleeping hrs i hav, i will still wake up at e slightest vibration of my hp..but now..hais.4get it. im losing myself.Left my hp in dad's car, dats y i waited for him to u-turn back to sch n thus was late for 11am IEF tutorial..its e 1st time im being late for IEF man!!No one wld dare to be late for Ms Koh's class..ha.Watever. If pple did bother to look at my face when i walk into e room, they shld have seen a expressionless face.Ytd nite, i've finally affirmed my uncertainities.n im totally numbed.I dun understand any single thing during IEF tutorial..Feel so stupid..Feel so choked..I jus cant concentrate..I.....i jus wanna hide under my blanket.e weather 2day suits me perfectly.It was only morning and everything had to go against me.

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Decided to shape my eyebrow n den go back to sch to continue EC proj..So i poned 2pm OM lect..Went back hm to take e $15 Citibella voucher which xuan gave me 4 my bday..N headed to JP, alone.It was still raining cats n dogs by then, i jus love it so much.e specialist at Citibella is real friendy, their eyebrow shaping service is very good!!e lady led me to a nice cosy rm n let me lie on e bed, covered my eyes wif damp cotton pads, preventing e glare frm e strong light while she pluck my eyebrow.no pain at all!!was kinda glad!Coz all my other experiences in other places can only be describe in 1 word, "Painful".Tink im considered a problematic customer coz i made her touch up for me quite a no. of times after i viewed e results in e mirror..But she's so patient even though she is doing a "free" job =)..I will definitely reccommend Citibella to everyone 1 noe..!Real gd!So, rushed back to sch after dat..but yahui smsed me dat they're consulting Ms Faizal in her office, n dat they're paiseh to ask her to open e door for me.Tink it's becoz e lvl 7 staffroom can only be open by sum code etc..Well, so i stayed in canteen 1 for quite sum time..Luckily got sinee pei wo =)....Did EC till ard 9.30pm..Initially, our Dreamweaver was nice n well, every prob's settled etc...But in e later part,while i was trying to insert sum code inside e webby, i accidentally closed Dreamweaver..N when we opened it again, all e codes of our template page were still dere, but when we view it in Design view, there's nothing!!!!!I was so shocked i could hardly speak...I kept blaming myself in my heart..Im real sorry..Tink its all my fault..Im so stupid...We spent alot of time on dis EC store n we were really afraid dat after so much hardwork, our efforts will go dwn e drain n dat we hav to redo everything!!N e presentation is tml....!hais..But thank god, everything still work when we browse our webby on net..But there r a no. of things which i wanted to add inside..But too bad, we dun wanna take e risk...Was happy enuff dat we saved e file after we put in e song etc..If nt for me, our webby wld be a better 1 wif all e flash etc..hai..*Slap Myself*.Really appreciate e help which Ernest offered..Thanks alot =)..Asked dad to drive me n qiu hm again...tired..Real tired..N damn stressed up....There r still a no. of stuff we've yet to get for our booth decoration tml...hais...I dunno wat to do la.I cant tink properly....My mind is in a mess.

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i jus wanna drop dead now...kill me