not a leader

nodding off during IEF lecture.nothing went into my mind.Got 80/100(16/20) for AAA test 2..my best paper.*praise e lord*

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Im so sorry for scaring tb06 wif my sudden outburst after PMKT today..hais.U pple didn't make me cry, no,its nt ur fault!!The problems lies in me...im too stressed up wif sum thing.Sorry guyss!!!Very sorry..N Thanks alot for e support n concern.Im really touched. I love dis class too.aargh..feels so embarrassed.hav to wear a spec ard.im so useless la.

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feeling lost.hopeless.disappointment kept building up in me as i ask more people n yet received lotsa bad news.out of all those which i've msg, only 10% replied.hais.seriously, i tink e situation now is partially due to my faults n oso, luck!stress is piling up.i cant breath.i really dunno y am i worrying so much whereas other dun?im so scared.i just keep crying n crying. n tears jus wun stop..I really dunno y!!!hav been sobbing for hours infront of my lappie.Dad was all along in e living rm wif me, but i tink he sensed sumthing wrong n thus he hasn't been speaking to me.Wanna thank dis particular guy, Gee Teng. He's one who replied me n even bother to call me, help me ask ard n really did found sum pple for me.But i only know him 4 1day whereby i taught him dance on e 1st day of bAOC n he bothered to help me so much..oh, Thank God for him and all e peeps who r helping me!support is just wat i nd now.i've asked over 50 pple, even dis particular guy whereby i need alot of courage to ask.Hope dere wld be a miracle. n i wonder when will i be able to stop crying..feeling so sick..arggh...stupid.sickening ruby!!