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running a fever before e day of PMKT exam..how lucky.n i haven't start on e last 2 chapters..even luckier.n i've forgotten the 1st 4 chapters dat i've studied..luckiest.

And.............

everything is back to Square One..its all an illusion. I found my answer.That, Life is...basically more of unhappiness than happiness. I noe i shldn't feel dis way..Don't i rmb wat e Pastor preached about LIFE??I do....but i cant help feeling dis way. But still, i love my God.

Now,i've practically lost interest in everything, be it studies, r/s etc etc..Yea, Im free..hahahhahaaha,for now..Just so numbed.yup..Guess, im back to the Yi Xuan in Sec 2 ---> the one who was so sick of everthing ard her, who live in her own world, who turn a blind eye to everything, who isolated herself, who love to go out alone, who enjoyed e peacefulness of being alone, who felt so unloved, who became rebellious, who....hated everything, everyone.

hahahhahahahaaaaaaasssssssss..now..i will still try my best to study..for e sake of...myself!

if only sumone noes how im hurting inside....real painful..life nv gonna be e same again.crying has became part of my routine.