silence

grr..yesterday i took a long time to update about e past few excitin days..but in e end e whole thing disappeared..dots...update soon..too busy n tired..dots..tml is Mum's birthday..mm..feel like doing sumthing for her..but still no idea ye..mum was telling bro dat she will bring him to the temple soon becoz his o'level is cuming..mmm, bro received Christ too....mm..so......dad n mum still dunno abt it, or maybe they just feigned ignorance..my cousin told dad dat she saw me in church last last sat..i din lie..i admitted dat i went to church...but they didn't ask me whether i received Christ thus i didn't say anithing..mm..i dunno y, but i feel bad.....watching bro talking back at mum when she ask him to go temple makes me sad...its like things are completely different oredi...we r different frm mum n dad..they will be many frictions between us..i dun feel close to them.we were nv really close n now its even further..aa..i dunno i dunno i dunno i dunno..im stuck...aaaAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh...messed up!