need sum sunlight!

am i doing the right thing??hais...oki, tink i shldn't doubt it...i trust my own judgement.But im like having butterflies in my stomach e whole day..Im scared, worried, disappointed & pissed!Have i seen e ugly side of human nature?I hope not!!!I suddenly feel like giving up, really..But i dunno how shld i go abt doing it..i will implicate lotsa pple.N, the impt day has yet to cum!But, aarrgh...im so stressed up la..n i dunno how to voice it out.Im just so nt good wif words. Felt so pressured, i cant breathe anymore! Feel so jittery!Im fearing for e worst..

oki..im so drained today..busy like a bee. my dearest lappy is discharged today. n i gave "her" a name.. TOTO!haha...it can be toto or shishi or baba..=Toshiba!e Brand.haha..TOTO sounds nicer la..TOTO-CHAN!=p...n "she" got 2 GOD MOTHERS today..=qiu & sinee..hehe..hilarious!

oki..i need craps!Can sumone pls help to brighten my life?Can sumone pls slap be awake?Im like damn blur dis few weeks....DOT!i wanna watch KING KONG!!!!!!!!!!

i tink deres really sumthing wrong wif my health man...felt so weak..fatique + headache + heart palpitation(er, izzit too serious? just beat faster than usual la)...black out!