EXAMS R OVER!

yes its 2.24 am...im deadbeat.exams r officially over. had CMA paper ytd...kinda screwed up..e only paper i hav confidence in is HRM..hope 4 a Grade A.Please let me pass everything..please please please...

Im super super happy ytd...firstly-exams ended, secondly-im finally getting a new hp!!I was super high yea...cant stand e feeling of staying at home after sch n thus woke ling up frm her beauty sleep n off we go, to Bugis..Hasn't been meeting her up for weeks le, yup missed her.hahas. The past 1 week of exam period really killed billions of my brain cells and days of sleeping time. My average sleeping hours was like 4 hrs/day....yes exams are really hateful thingy..This time round i depended on e heaty Chicken essence instead of super sweet Redbull. Yes..pimples,pimples n more pimples.Back to e topic...finally got the chance to enjoy shopping!!!!!Splurges n indulges!!!Bought 3 tops n i LOVE them all..Clothes make my day though its tough carrying heavy eyelids around.haa..Went to Westmall's Starhub outlet happily wif mum..n to my disappointment, the brand i wanted was outta stock!!In e whole of SG, only Toa payoh n Novena have e stock, thus i gotta wait a few days more for the stock to come..SOBB..super super sad...7370 y r u so troublesome!!!!*Good things are worth waiting for*- dats wat my frens used to console me, i will put it in mind!!Aawwwwww...cant stand e disappointment though, i've waited 2 years n 1 month...Long enough yea..

Yeaaa...i have idols!!!!!hahhass....Mike He Jun *Xiang* & Show Luo Zhi *Xiang*!!!!!!!!!!Both got *xiang* wor..my bro is Tay Zi *Xiang* ((mmm oki no link..haha))..Yup, e Taiwanese idol drama "Devil Beside You" starring Mike n Rainie Yang is super super super NICE, e best idiol drama i;ve ever watched!Show has become someone close to my everyday's life coz his hosting of "Entertainment 100%" on Channel U really brightened up my day!!He's sooo handsome n funnyy funny funnnnnyyyy!!!hahass..Obsessed!Sometimes, idols can be a motivational factor yea.

Sometimes i dun like reading pple's blog...coz i'll oways c things which i've a lot of comments on, criticisms towards this or dat,+ve/-ve etc etc.. its natural since every individual has their own thinking n mindset. We just have to respect each other's thinkings.So in order for me not to get sensitive or blaa bla bla by ppl's writings, i tink i shall stop reading other pple's blogs..haa..maybe i'll just select those funny funny ones to read..Coz they r real funny..haa..My purpose for a blog is to record all that i've went thru so dat in future i can look back n laugh at things here n there.

Well..time for some thoughts...This 2 weeks im quite happy wif my life...or shld i say, perceived my days to be happy. Had more fellowshipping wif some members of e cell group over late-night mahjongs, stay-overs, k-box, after service's dinner. I've finally found myself fitting in n adapting. I enjoyed every moment with them....everyone is sincere n no hypocrites/backstabbers etc..They r a bunch of fun peeps..But........i only feel that im a part of them when we have services n fellowships etc...other than dat, e rest of e days we have not much contact...thru sms/msn etc...After everything, im still alone, standing alone,though right beside God but physically far frm people..Am i being too sensitive or wat??I guess im a lil pessimistic....weirdly, i've oways thought im an optimist..haiyo..Watever then...Browsed ling's blog just now, im so envy of her n yun they all...They formed a group "Bond" together n they are so close...They had so much fun tgt...N me n qing they all seldom/hardly ever contact now..we r each preoccupied wif our own stuff..Now i realised, im left wif not much friends....im demoralized...wat a loser ya?I've nothing much to say....even after attending so much service, listening to so much preachings..im still pessimistic about life..Just what is LIFE??......