Friday, May 19, 2006

broken smile

Vesak day: FM outing to Sentosa. Had fun. Thanks yun for lending me her Adi Volleyball. Someone (i cant rmb who) accidentally hit Aik Ping's ball onto the tall palm tree n it got stuck. We tried lots of means to get down the ball; Jerome & a few freshes tried climbing(Super dangerous, Jerome almost fall!), combined strength to try shaking the tree (Kind of stupid yea?), & lastly..the cleverest & most successful idea: climbing on top of 1 another to get to the top!So many people was looking at us & some even clap for us when we finally retrieved the ball!I'm still bad at volleyball especially when i'm on the court. :(. Had dinner at Marina & we went chilling at Esplanade rooftop. We played "Truth & Truth" which was like super scary? It was so fun & exciting. The dare which we asked Jerome to do really brought up the atmosphere to the maximum man- kiss bla bla bla.!hahas. And Sam had to call Xuewei to trick her into saying "Crazy la!".hahas. He asked her to be his gf & she immediately replied: "Siao la!". lol!bla bla bla. Hmm..hope things will be fine for Jerome. He's got so many.....scandals? =X.

Sunday: Pastor Phil was the guest speaker for Mother's Day service. Oh. I gave egg tarts to my mum for Mother's Day & of cause wished her Happy Mother's Day. haha. Really don't know what to buy for her. But i know she love egg tarts. Don't call me a cheapskate!=p. She told me beforehand not to buy things for her though. After the service was POS second preview. It was rather disastrous for us. The timings are all wrong. We got to really buck up! Stayed until around 5/6pm for the recording for supporters of Theresa's dance group, "Joyous Perfection" which got into Talentime Finals! I'm gonna appear on Expo's mega screen, i guess?!Interesting.

Monday: School was as usual. POS practice cum NP Prayer meeting after school. The prayer meeting really built up my faith & strengthen me! Felt so recharged with the Holy Spirit after that! It was an awesome prayer meeting which brought my thinkings to another level higher. Though POS trainings really stretched one limits to the maximum, i've learnt to persevere on since i've chose to take part in it. No matter how tired i am, how little time i've left, how restless i feel, i would just keep telling myself that i'm doing all these not for my sake, but for GOD's sake & revival in NP! All CHC NP POS members must jia you wor!!We can do it!*CAN ONE*.

Tuesday: Watched MI3 with Val & Ling in the evening at JP! It was good meeting up with them.Oh..I saw kero!!He's working at "Cool Station". Hmm.Nothing much to comment except: "What a waste!". =p.MI3 was good, thrilling & really out-of-the-world!hahas. Tom Cruise is like superman number 2. I'm so gonna watch POSEIDON, hopefully soon & maybe Da Vinci Code!!Thinking of planning a FM movie outing (:. Chatted with Ling after Val left. I'm so sorry that i wasn't there for her when she's at the lowest point of her life. :(. I didn't know she went through so much, i was so preoccupied with bAOC and stuff. Sorry gal!!Hopefully things will get better for you yea!I'm available 24/7, specially for YOU!. She accompanied me to my house and we chatted at the void deck until around 12am. Oh...she made me spill out my sort-of well-hidden secret! But i feel so much better now that a heavy burden was lifted out of my heart. It sure feels good to have someone to talk too. And now i passed my burden to ling =p. It's really a MISSION IMPOSSIBLE! sobs.

Wednesday: A solid shopping trip at Far East after school with Ling. Spent alot...Aww!But it's all worth it. Met up with Jerome at Cine after his East Coast trip. We chatted at the cinema for until around 11+. *Scandalicious* =X.

Thursday: IS skit presentation on Stereotype today. We smoke our way through!hahas. The tutor gave As for all the groups!BRAVO!I can't forgive those IS tutors who are super stingy with their gradings.Ok, i'm just overacting. C'mon its IS!hahas. The module which i enjoyed most this semester is IS-WISP!Got to know about issues around the globe, an eye opener indeed!Went home after IS..took a short nap for 1hr & went back to school for POS training. Oh..the dance routine has changed, again!!It's been changed for like twice or thrice? Hmm...it came across my mind that all the practices we had before were a waste of time. But to think it in another way, we got to learn different things, it's a test of our adaptability& ability. And, the new dance routine was way better! Thank GOD!Hopefully......there won't be any changes anymore! Think i've just overwork/over-excercise myself, because i'm having wobbly legs & a sickening nauseous feeling now. So sick!

For the past few days, i've been experiencing the overflowing of bitterness the moment i woke up. Bitter equals love. Love is repellent. It's pure sadness. My emotions aint within my control anymore. How sad? ha! But i know i'm gonna be alrite once i'm outside. Smiles smiles & more smiles. But all broken??

* GOD BLESS ALL *

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