heavy eye lids

i went home with a frown so deep

tears welling so much

a heart so heavy

so burdened

a body so strained

a mind so strained

endless worries

endless thoughts

little time

little sleep

yes indeed

i'm LOST .

POS- the actual compe is this coming thurs..we've been practicing everyday after school till 10.30+...i've never touch my notes/ do my tutorials before..and all the mere few hours of sleep is making me weak...migraine n fatique n cough..i'm really worrying for POS..worrying for all the stunts people..we are not a bunch of professionals & we are expected to do dangerous stunts-throwing people high up into the air etc..my heart really ache when so many people suffered injuries...& when i c all the stressed up faces, tears n sweat..the bases especially underwent alot of scoldings, stress when the life of the flyer is in their hands, achings & bruises all over..POS really stretched us in many ways but it's really really tiring...

will keep praying for a miracle.seriously, i'm struggling in deep sea.