Monday, July 10, 2006

i've been procrastinating to blog because i've been really sick for the past 1 week. but after reading up my horoscope of Friendster i feel that i must put it down. oh man, they r so accurate.

look at my blogskin!i did it on my own!my very 1st blogskin ever!!though not all the codes belong to me, the picture is 1oo% mine!!hehe...i didn't know i had the talent..lol..though it isn't really that good, it's beautiful to me.. =)..coz i did something for God.hehe..i've been dreaming for a blogskin of mine since dunno when.i submitted it on blogskins.com wor..=)..i named it "A Gift from Heaven". but i think i gonna change my skin soon coz i've found really nice ones eh..nvm, i will keep trying out my photoshop skills =p

sometimes i blamed God for the things that happened to me. this time round, its the same. its really too much for me la. how could so many unlucky things happen to me at the same time!i thought i could enjoy my HK trip, i thought i could shop till i drop, have fun, eat till stomach bloated, return with truckloads of prezzies n stuff, n when i come back i could enjoy my bday celebration, i could have a memorable bday with my friends & 1st time with the cell group, im really looking forward to a bday in the house of God with my cellgroup, and with liyun who shared the same bday as me, as the same time meet up with the gals whom have nv met for a long long time etc.......but in the end, i was so wrong...was down with high fever, bad cough and flu on the 3rd and last day in HK...i was so sick, so feverish, coughing till i puke, feel so terrible i couldn't even enjoy anything. i even got the urge to fly back to singapore on the 3rd night, i almost fainted in the toilet on the last morning, it was soooo cold. i really dunno how i got sick..hai. Wats worse??i was picked to represent my group to present on our HK trip...at that moment i really hated April to the core, i didn't say anything but i was calming myself down. i was already feeling so unwell n she had to do sucha stupid thing, asking people to pick one outta every class??y must every class present.DAMN.really pissed. she's the 2nd tutor i've ever hated so much after Remy.PISSED.

boy, was i glad to see my parents at the airport arrival hall. didn't had the energy to tok much to them, but i was never so happy to be home!12am came n it was my 19th bday but i felt so down la. but then on the morning of my bday, i woke up and saw weiling kneeling down next to my bed, looking at me. man, i was so surprised!!!!but i was in a pathetic state, hair all messed up and a cold pad sticking on my forehead. ling bought me a cake n sang me a bday song with my mum in the living room, it was an early 8am...ling i love you!!!if only i wasn't so sick, i would have go all the way with you to school...=). Thanks babe!!!Went to the doc after sometime, and my 2nd bday gift was a pile of medicine at discounted price(coz its my bday, a unique prezzie indeed) and a MC. high fever at 38.7 degree celsius..but i thought i felt better then i was in HK though, my fever in Hk must have overshot 39..but i think im still quite strong man.

Jingmin they all wanted to celebrate my bday at Chevrons that night, n i dragged my sick body there coz i really wan to see them! I couldn't sing coz i lost my voice...but managed to try a few..n man, it was my 1st time trying so hard to get a voice outta my mouth. i sang real badly, like ah du =(.. Hope the rest enjoyed themselves..they sang quite alot..hehe..they got me a cake too =)..Thanks jingmin, yongling, zen, brendan, caleb, evans, garrick and yongling's brother. I appreciate everything =) But i really wished i was all well and fit, we could have got very high!Couldn't really concentrate during service n cellgroup on Sat n sun..i was practically gripping on to the seat infront of me during praise and worship, afraid that i would faint. The cell group sang bday song for me and a few shared their bday speech for me..yup really touched, love the formal top they gave me too. =). Was actually supposed to go Marina to join the gals for liyun n my bday cele but i was really unwell after service, feels very groggy n dizzy thus in the end i didn't manage to go =(...very sad that it's the 1st time i cant join them..haiss..cant describe how i feel. im really angry with myself for getting sick. the next day i jsut cant stop coughing during cell group..had to go to the toilet to puke halfway thru n after that i took a nap on Theresa's couch..n the worse thing happened, my AV came n i dirtied her bed..WHY AM I SO UNLUCKY!im soooo sorry theresa!!!!!!!very sorry.hais..Is God playing a trick on me or wat? after that i still gotta travel all the way to AMK to celebrate my grandpa's bday, wat a journey.

Was sick all the way until tuesday nite whereby everything got worse..catch the movie Just My Luck with ling dat nite and after that my tooth started to ache, i thought it was because i was too heaty or wat. The next day, i went to sch for CEM proj in the morning, it was when qiu tells me that my mouth is swollen then i realised that. My tooth ached real badly halfway thru the proj meet up n i feel that i really couldn't survive the entire day in sch so called dad to fetch me home. i whined, groaned,screamed..n fever came up..i was perspiring like hell..i've nv felt so much pain before..never!!!really wanted to knock my head on the wall! drag my still sick body to the dentist in the evening, my usual dentist wasn't there and another lady attended to me. the root of my tooth was infected n i dunno y!the lady said i could either extract it or do root canal treatment..but i dun wan to extract!so she asked me whether i wan her to drill a hole for the pus
to come out. I was petrified la!!!she uses the word "drill"..how in the world do i noe how she's gg to drill a hole into my painful tooth, she didnt even bother to explain much..thus i declined..i was so scared..n i dun trust her. so i went back home with another pile of medicine. hais..that night was an nightmare..i couldnt sleep becoz of the pain, i ate alot of panadols but the effect only last 1hr. i tried to sleep but instead woke up alot of times coughing and puking becoz i ate too much medicine..at ard 3am, i brought all my blankets and stuff to the living room and lie on the mattress...mum accompanied me thru the nite by constantly putting ice on my forehead...my fever was rising n falling..the pain was so unbearable..n my mouth was so so so swollen. the next
morning we quickly rushed to the dental clinic again, the male doctor which we oways consulted was there!! he was very nice and explain to me wat was happening..he said the tooth had to be extracted but not now coz its too infected..n he had to help me get out the pus n stuff..n he still assure me that its nt gg to hurt n such..felt so blessed to be treated by him, so much safer. was given 2 days MC. the 2nd one in a row....i missed alot of school..n im really worried for all the projects and school work..im really scared that i wont be able to catch up..hais..

Missed service n cell group this week..My mouth is still a lil swollen but better. The pain is nt so excruciating anymore...Aint i really unfortunate??The past 1 week was like so "happening" la. One event of another, one sickness after another. It really strained me mentally, physically and emotionally. I couldn't enjoy my much awaited HK trip, my bday and school. hais...so much regrets..i missed alot of stuff...i admitted i blame God for all this but the moment i felt a lil better the 1st thing that came to my mind was "THANK YOU GOD" . i really must thank those who kept me in prayer (: after so much, i feel better..everything's gonna be alrite though i had much regrets for my bday..n im like isolated from the world.ha...i must get well fast!!!!!!!i've got so much things to do, to catch up!!!Pray for me!!God, help me!!!!n i must have a gathering with the gals ...i really wan to meet them up!haven't giv yun n nice their prezzies too. n i wanna go back church!!Missing a whole weekend of service n cell group meeting really kills me!i miss my cell group!i miss all my friends!

btw..i bet on POR to win ytd nite for fun becoz everyone dun wan them to win..well they lost. yup its expected..but nvm $5 only...its exciting to see them play coz they uses too many fanciful techniques and the players are all so aggressive..n i find it interesting to watch the very much hateful player on the field C.ronaldo though alot of people must have hated him to the core after the eng's match ya..but he's always with the ball with his thousand expressions so cant really miss him on tv...i hope..Italy will win.haa.dunno y. but im gonna bet a lil on them =p...oh..i miss KAKA alot alot.....he's a very devoted gentleman..he's the beckham in brazillian's heart..people gave him the nickname "bambi"..he has got a soft and gentle nature..thats y he's blissfully married with his 19 year old Caroline..and they are still deeply in love..=(..ahaha..nvm..i still love him..n he's a Christian, eveytime he goals he will point his fingers to the sky..he's so charming n cute..he's the only one who will smile to the camera when its on him before any matches start..he's a humble creature..very much praised by reporters for various mags..how can one not like him??=p...kaka my dear!WC wifout brazil, wifout kaka means nothing to me. i still think that all the earlier matches are much more exciting to watch than the quarter finals n after.

Horoscope
The Bottom Line
You have permission to coast and relax for a while. You deserve a nice long break.
In Detail
When you need a break, you really need a break. So listen to your body and emotions as this day progresses. If you start to approach your breaking point, you'll notice some clear signals -- and when you do, you hereby have official permission to coast and relax for a while! All the activity that's been going on lately in your life may be too much. It's time to shift gears, slow down and concentrate on a developing issue with a friend or family member.

(man..how true!?)

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