new leaf?
Integrated project is down. Left with HPM (kinda simple), IB report, WISP, MQE presentation (me alone), MQE individual work..n hmm..nothing else i hope?Stress level has dropped. Thank God.
The Abacus test last friday was a disaster for me. I made alot of mistakes for the 2 practical qn, just cant get my PNR code..just printed out whatever info i have..N by the time i finished the practical qns, im only left with 5mins to do my theory qns which is like around 6 pages..50marks..n yup i managed to do 2/3 questions...HAHAHAS...what else can i say? Almost broke down in the toilet after that. But well, i held back the tears. Most of the people around me could do it and thought it was very easy. I can only blame myself. Mr Kenneth Tham says he himself couldn't even do half of the retest qns..so i'm hopeless even if i go for the retest. I've zero confidence in passing..How sad huh.hmm..this really affected me alot..hmm..nvm.
Woke up at early 8am to extract my infected too last sat. Bye my dear. :(. But really Thank God as i felt better. Finally, i could go back to church last sat. But had to do make-up serving in nursery. & Dis coming sat its my duty again. So all in all i will miss 3 saturday services in one row. Have mixed feelings about it. Makes me think even more about quitting nursery. I love e babies but im getting tired of it. Dequan told me before if i should really think abt it if i feel that it is affecting my growth. I think i'll leave to God to decide for me. But im 100% sure that i would love to go into Dance Ministry!This, i won't have doubts. My biggest goal. I really really wanna pursue dancing..like gg O'school..but the thing is noone wans to accompany me..nt alot of close frens ard me love dancing n is willing to pay the fees. But it wld be so weird if i go alone when theres noone there to dance wif me, n have breaks tgt wif me.well well..That Sat was kind of a sad day for me i guess (e Abacus test constituted a part to that) It's been 1 week since i last went to church but i felt so..invisible. ok enough said. I got sick again after serving..becoz of the freezing coldness in the room and maybe its the after-effects of extracting my infected tooth. Kinda feverish. I dunno y im so proned to sickness nw. Theresa & Evans offered to walk with me down the aisle as it was our healing service dat day n many people was being prayed for. Marcus gave me a very cute doggie earrings, i think its so sweet of him though its a lil gift. Appreciate it alot. Thx =). Travelled alone all the way to JE after service to meet up with qing, ling,william & clifford to celebrate Qing's bday which was on 14 July. My eyes were tightly closed from the time i sat down in the train, n tears kept tickling slowly down throughout the 45mins journey. N thats when i realised i've more tear glands in my left eyes. So ling & qing, now u noe y my eyes were red?hahas...but im really sick too, nv lie. I was really happy to c them coz it's been a long time. Bought a pure white stick umbrella for qing, she requested it in her wishlist. Glad she love it! Enjoy the supper with them too. They brightened up my day with all the teasings n jokes especially by the guys. Im always e one being bullied as usual, its like dat everywhere i go. N managed to catch up alot of qing, really miss her alot!Love her!Guess we should all meet up often..We the T.M.G..=)..the 8 girls =).
Last Sunday we didn't have cell group. Thus i went for the morning service. It was very annoiting! Seeing so many wonders n miracles being revealead really increse my faith n love for God. The atmosphere was kinda different from Sat service in some ways i couldn't explain. Though it was an early 10am n we met at around 8am, i felt replenised & very happy in the house of God. I think im loving Sunday's service. I suggested gg "The Mind Cafe" after service but the rest don't wan =(. So the few of us went Causeway Point to catch "Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest " wif a few others. There were 11 people all tgt, a rarely big group of fellowshipping outside cell group. Me, jingmin, xiaoshi, shaoliang, marcus, caleb, garrick, bro eugene, hong chen, aaron & mingwei. All of us sat at the front row. Quite comfortable though as we could rest our heads. I totally enjoyed the movie!I LOVE IT!!!It's so interesting..every scenes is so attention- grabbing..This movie blockbuster is a real kick, at least to me. Very nice plot, nice sceneries, sspectacular special effects, interesting n super duper funny characters (JACK SPARROW is so funny)..It rocks!!MY FAV MOVIE CURRENTLY. Hee. It really makes me feel upbeat & forget all my unhappiness. Guess im gg to be addicted to movies! Thinking of watch "the lake house"..seems to be real poignant.
I've turned over a new leaf. As in, i've finally get down to business for this sem. haha. I went for lectures even when the rest didn't go. I've packed all my notes nicely, printed out tutorial and lecture notes needed. N i love my planner, every min i would think of what to add inside. The momentum keeps gg n i think im all ready for sch. Kinda too late but well i will do it!Shine for God!(dont count Abacus, no no). N im planning outings for FM, cg , tb07 gers, t.m.g etc...I wanna go "The Mind Cafe"!!!I wanna go "Seoul Garden"(sad to admit, i've nv eaten there be4)..i wanna i wanna...do alot of stuff. I wan to work! I nd money! I nd to buy a new wallet( previously using my lil sis's, now carrying my mum's =( ), a big bag to carry my laptop n stuff and of coz more knee length pants, jeans?, skirts, a retro dress. OH n im so gg to buy Sun's latest album!Gonna promote it. The songs are super nice, SUPER! They heal the dry souls, mend the broken-hearted, really. =) Borrowed the book "The Five people you meet in Heaven" from qing. I've long wanted to read dis bk. Thinking of buying it too, yearn to have a spiritual book of my own. Gonna search for real nice ones.
A few people have commented that i've lost weight. haha..true to a certain extent. I lost 2 kg during the few weeks which i've been sick, but my appetite has been real gd after dat n i guessed i've gain back the few kg lost. =(.
OH..nd to thx sum pple. thanks gals for the nice white n gold top today=) Thanks for all e prezzies. I love the very big Precious Moment storybook bible from Qing n Niece. It is so interesting, it practically combined and summarised the bible into a simpler n more interesting version. I've learnt more stuff. =)
The Abacus test last friday was a disaster for me. I made alot of mistakes for the 2 practical qn, just cant get my PNR code..just printed out whatever info i have..N by the time i finished the practical qns, im only left with 5mins to do my theory qns which is like around 6 pages..50marks..n yup i managed to do 2/3 questions...HAHAHAS...what else can i say? Almost broke down in the toilet after that. But well, i held back the tears. Most of the people around me could do it and thought it was very easy. I can only blame myself. Mr Kenneth Tham says he himself couldn't even do half of the retest qns..so i'm hopeless even if i go for the retest. I've zero confidence in passing..How sad huh.hmm..this really affected me alot..hmm..nvm.
Woke up at early 8am to extract my infected too last sat. Bye my dear. :(. But really Thank God as i felt better. Finally, i could go back to church last sat. But had to do make-up serving in nursery. & Dis coming sat its my duty again. So all in all i will miss 3 saturday services in one row. Have mixed feelings about it. Makes me think even more about quitting nursery. I love e babies but im getting tired of it. Dequan told me before if i should really think abt it if i feel that it is affecting my growth. I think i'll leave to God to decide for me. But im 100% sure that i would love to go into Dance Ministry!This, i won't have doubts. My biggest goal. I really really wanna pursue dancing..like gg O'school..but the thing is noone wans to accompany me..nt alot of close frens ard me love dancing n is willing to pay the fees. But it wld be so weird if i go alone when theres noone there to dance wif me, n have breaks tgt wif me.well well..That Sat was kind of a sad day for me i guess (e Abacus test constituted a part to that) It's been 1 week since i last went to church but i felt so..invisible. ok enough said. I got sick again after serving..becoz of the freezing coldness in the room and maybe its the after-effects of extracting my infected tooth. Kinda feverish. I dunno y im so proned to sickness nw. Theresa & Evans offered to walk with me down the aisle as it was our healing service dat day n many people was being prayed for. Marcus gave me a very cute doggie earrings, i think its so sweet of him though its a lil gift. Appreciate it alot. Thx =). Travelled alone all the way to JE after service to meet up with qing, ling,william & clifford to celebrate Qing's bday which was on 14 July. My eyes were tightly closed from the time i sat down in the train, n tears kept tickling slowly down throughout the 45mins journey. N thats when i realised i've more tear glands in my left eyes. So ling & qing, now u noe y my eyes were red?hahas...but im really sick too, nv lie. I was really happy to c them coz it's been a long time. Bought a pure white stick umbrella for qing, she requested it in her wishlist. Glad she love it! Enjoy the supper with them too. They brightened up my day with all the teasings n jokes especially by the guys. Im always e one being bullied as usual, its like dat everywhere i go. N managed to catch up alot of qing, really miss her alot!Love her!Guess we should all meet up often..We the T.M.G..=)..the 8 girls =).
Last Sunday we didn't have cell group. Thus i went for the morning service. It was very annoiting! Seeing so many wonders n miracles being revealead really increse my faith n love for God. The atmosphere was kinda different from Sat service in some ways i couldn't explain. Though it was an early 10am n we met at around 8am, i felt replenised & very happy in the house of God. I think im loving Sunday's service. I suggested gg "The Mind Cafe" after service but the rest don't wan =(. So the few of us went Causeway Point to catch "Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest " wif a few others. There were 11 people all tgt, a rarely big group of fellowshipping outside cell group. Me, jingmin, xiaoshi, shaoliang, marcus, caleb, garrick, bro eugene, hong chen, aaron & mingwei. All of us sat at the front row. Quite comfortable though as we could rest our heads. I totally enjoyed the movie!I LOVE IT!!!It's so interesting..every scenes is so attention- grabbing..This movie blockbuster is a real kick, at least to me. Very nice plot, nice sceneries, sspectacular special effects, interesting n super duper funny characters (JACK SPARROW is so funny)..It rocks!!MY FAV MOVIE CURRENTLY. Hee. It really makes me feel upbeat & forget all my unhappiness. Guess im gg to be addicted to movies! Thinking of watch "the lake house"..seems to be real poignant.
I've turned over a new leaf. As in, i've finally get down to business for this sem. haha. I went for lectures even when the rest didn't go. I've packed all my notes nicely, printed out tutorial and lecture notes needed. N i love my planner, every min i would think of what to add inside. The momentum keeps gg n i think im all ready for sch. Kinda too late but well i will do it!Shine for God!(dont count Abacus, no no). N im planning outings for FM, cg , tb07 gers, t.m.g etc...I wanna go "The Mind Cafe"!!!I wanna go "Seoul Garden"(sad to admit, i've nv eaten there be4)..i wanna i wanna...do alot of stuff. I wan to work! I nd money! I nd to buy a new wallet( previously using my lil sis's, now carrying my mum's =( ), a big bag to carry my laptop n stuff and of coz more knee length pants, jeans?, skirts, a retro dress. OH n im so gg to buy Sun's latest album!Gonna promote it. The songs are super nice, SUPER! They heal the dry souls, mend the broken-hearted, really. =) Borrowed the book "The Five people you meet in Heaven" from qing. I've long wanted to read dis bk. Thinking of buying it too, yearn to have a spiritual book of my own. Gonna search for real nice ones.
A few people have commented that i've lost weight. haha..true to a certain extent. I lost 2 kg during the few weeks which i've been sick, but my appetite has been real gd after dat n i guessed i've gain back the few kg lost. =(.
OH..nd to thx sum pple. thanks gals for the nice white n gold top today=) Thanks for all e prezzies. I love the very big Precious Moment storybook bible from Qing n Niece. It is so interesting, it practically combined and summarised the bible into a simpler n more interesting version. I've learnt more stuff. =)
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