Don't lose heart.
boos.
thinking of having a livejournal account. i love reading livejournals though its not as user-friendly as blogger. i like how pictures are posted, how clean the layout is, how people can comment, how u hav to click on link to view the entry (: n it gives me a very classy feel.
didnt go IBS tutorial yesterday morn. wasnt feeling well and i had been having stomach upsets for the past 3days. weird coz i hasnt been eating much this few days. must be the cold weather? very gd news: this whole week is e-learning except for a 2hr talk yesterday and an outing to labrador park and bla bla on Fri. i slept throughout the 2hr talk though. a buyer wanted to meet me in Orchard and in my mind i was thinking: " hais . do i have to travel so far alone again? ".
im wide awake though its 2AM now. the past few grueling days came to an end temporary.eh is there such a word as grueling? i plunged into my comfy sofa and were in dreamland for a good 3hrs earlier on. had a gd bath and im feeling really good now. read alot of encouraging stuff online thus i felt so much better now. and at the thought of a 3 no school days all the way from now till thurs make me happy but at the same time i hope i would have things to keep myself occupied. Daddy God, Thank you in advance for these 3 days whereby i can sleep more, think through my life, get closer to you, refresh and renew my mind and a chance for me to get out of these sad days- the past 10 days of crying and negative thoughts.
my mood took a change yesterday. i had been reading the bible, reading alot of encouraging stuff online and i really feel much better. i saw so many people's wonderful testimonies of God doing wonderful works in their lives. many spent their days smiling away, having so much fun with friends, picnics, outings, eating ice cream, playing see-saw, cycling, scouting attractions, buying pretty things, having comforting shoulders to cry on, guardian angels everywhere they go etc etc. i thought, if they can be so happy why cant i? my mind took on a positive thinking now. God, Thank you for this reminder! I'll find back my happy vibes.
i have a desire to serve people right now! i wan all around me to be happy souls even if im not. i no longer have the negative feeling when all around me is laughing and im left alone. i had been wrong .i had been selfish. im repenting. God, im so sorry. but still i do feel alone ; i find it hard to fit in once again .i cant possibly be noticed only when im a clown. but i cant seem to deny this fact. but still there are people who don't like my quietness, they are people who notice me even when i appear to be so out of the world, they are the ones who will ask : "Are u ok? ". i felt at ease. God, really thank u so much for people who care! I love you for bringing them to my personal book of life. i'll note down names of those who were good to me. like how You wrote down our good deeds (:
I really really am trying my very best to put away all the problems and stuff. Really praying hard to God to mend this closed up heart of mine. I just don't understand why those who know turn a blind eye and those who dunno are the ones who showed their concerns. God, please make me understand this, it's been hurting.
There's a PM at YMCA tml and yes i should be going. Thirsting for Him!
I hope to buy a really gd camera so that i could snapped down my everyday's life and make this blogger a lively one!N i wan it to become a fashion blog too..(: see how things go.
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined.
"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca - age 8
"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."
Billy -age 4
"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."
Karl - age 5
"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."
Chrissy - age 6
"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
Terri - age 4
"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."
Danny - age 7
"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss"
Emily - age 8
"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen," Bobby - age 7
"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."
Noelle - age 7
"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."
Tommy - age 6
"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore,"
Cindy - age 8
"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."
Clare - age 6
"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."
Elaine - age 5
"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is more handsome than Robert Redford."
Chris - age 7
"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."
Mary Ann - age 4
"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."
Lauren - age 4
"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you." Karen - age 7
"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross."
Mark - age 6
"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget,"
Jessica - age 8
Was up for a drawing session after reading the bible for quite a long time at BK after cgm. My drawing not bad rite. hees. & oso i wanted to draw a human face and i failed coz it turns out to be my BROTHER's face! Mind u, the similarity is up till 80% ! GOSH!!!!
oh yea they came to my hse after studying at BK and helped evans in his tee-shirt biz . He's got nice designs. N194 gonna hav a revival in the Marketplace soon i guess! There are quite a num of biz pple rising up!Jacq, Deb,Zen,Evans and me! haa..
Do support:
http://curds-n-honey.blogspot.com for handmade accessories
http://zebrazenny.blogspot.com for handmade cards
http://gem-of-destiny.blogspot.com for apparels & stuff
Presenting to u my lovely "Goong" inspired handphone accessories. You noe, its so hard to look for my hp among the many rubbish in my bag and i'll only find it with the help of the accessories attached.I've been really hard on all my previous hp accessories, all are spoiled!
One can have many favourite verses in the bible. There's one which is in season for me:
Revelation 21:4
"And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; there shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying; and there shall be no more pain, for the formal things have passed away. "
Amen to this? Amen!
Let this be an encouragement to all!
(i took 1.5hr to blog this entry-_-)
thinking of having a livejournal account. i love reading livejournals though its not as user-friendly as blogger. i like how pictures are posted, how clean the layout is, how people can comment, how u hav to click on link to view the entry (: n it gives me a very classy feel.
didnt go IBS tutorial yesterday morn. wasnt feeling well and i had been having stomach upsets for the past 3days. weird coz i hasnt been eating much this few days. must be the cold weather? very gd news: this whole week is e-learning except for a 2hr talk yesterday and an outing to labrador park and bla bla on Fri. i slept throughout the 2hr talk though. a buyer wanted to meet me in Orchard and in my mind i was thinking: " hais . do i have to travel so far alone again? ".
im wide awake though its 2AM now. the past few grueling days came to an end temporary.eh is there such a word as grueling? i plunged into my comfy sofa and were in dreamland for a good 3hrs earlier on. had a gd bath and im feeling really good now. read alot of encouraging stuff online thus i felt so much better now. and at the thought of a 3 no school days all the way from now till thurs make me happy but at the same time i hope i would have things to keep myself occupied. Daddy God, Thank you in advance for these 3 days whereby i can sleep more, think through my life, get closer to you, refresh and renew my mind and a chance for me to get out of these sad days- the past 10 days of crying and negative thoughts.
my mood took a change yesterday. i had been reading the bible, reading alot of encouraging stuff online and i really feel much better. i saw so many people's wonderful testimonies of God doing wonderful works in their lives. many spent their days smiling away, having so much fun with friends, picnics, outings, eating ice cream, playing see-saw, cycling, scouting attractions, buying pretty things, having comforting shoulders to cry on, guardian angels everywhere they go etc etc. i thought, if they can be so happy why cant i? my mind took on a positive thinking now. God, Thank you for this reminder! I'll find back my happy vibes.
i have a desire to serve people right now! i wan all around me to be happy souls even if im not. i no longer have the negative feeling when all around me is laughing and im left alone. i had been wrong .i had been selfish. im repenting. God, im so sorry. but still i do feel alone ; i find it hard to fit in once again .i cant possibly be noticed only when im a clown. but i cant seem to deny this fact. but still there are people who don't like my quietness, they are people who notice me even when i appear to be so out of the world, they are the ones who will ask : "Are u ok? ". i felt at ease. God, really thank u so much for people who care! I love you for bringing them to my personal book of life. i'll note down names of those who were good to me. like how You wrote down our good deeds (:
I really really am trying my very best to put away all the problems and stuff. Really praying hard to God to mend this closed up heart of mine. I just don't understand why those who know turn a blind eye and those who dunno are the ones who showed their concerns. God, please make me understand this, it's been hurting.
There's a PM at YMCA tml and yes i should be going. Thirsting for Him!
I hope to buy a really gd camera so that i could snapped down my everyday's life and make this blogger a lively one!N i wan it to become a fashion blog too..(: see how things go.
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined.
"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca - age 8
"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."
Billy -age 4
"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."
Karl - age 5
"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."
Chrissy - age 6
"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
Terri - age 4
"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."
Danny - age 7
"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss"
Emily - age 8
"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen," Bobby - age 7
"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."
Noelle - age 7
"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."
Tommy - age 6
"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore,"
Cindy - age 8
"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."
Clare - age 6
"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."
Elaine - age 5
"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is more handsome than Robert Redford."
Chris - age 7
"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."
Mary Ann - age 4
"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."
Lauren - age 4
"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you." Karen - age 7
"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross."
Mark - age 6
"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget,"
Jessica - age 8
Was up for a drawing session after reading the bible for quite a long time at BK after cgm. My drawing not bad rite. hees. & oso i wanted to draw a human face and i failed coz it turns out to be my BROTHER's face! Mind u, the similarity is up till 80% ! GOSH!!!!
oh yea they came to my hse after studying at BK and helped evans in his tee-shirt biz . He's got nice designs. N194 gonna hav a revival in the Marketplace soon i guess! There are quite a num of biz pple rising up!Jacq, Deb,Zen,Evans and me! haa..
Do support:
http://curds-n-honey.blogspot.com for handmade accessories
http://zebrazenny.blogspot.com for handmade cards
http://gem-of-destiny.blogspot.com for apparels & stuff
Presenting to u my lovely "Goong" inspired handphone accessories. You noe, its so hard to look for my hp among the many rubbish in my bag and i'll only find it with the help of the accessories attached.I've been really hard on all my previous hp accessories, all are spoiled!
One can have many favourite verses in the bible. There's one which is in season for me:
Revelation 21:4
"And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; there shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying; and there shall be no more pain, for the formal things have passed away. "
Amen to this? Amen!
Let this be an encouragement to all!
(i took 1.5hr to blog this entry-_-)
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