Monday, November 06, 2006

Emptiness

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Yea my biz is finally getting on track.. Received payment from 1st buyer 1 day after i started publicizing (: Thrilled! Indeed!Glad that there are quite a number who showed interest in my products!..Gonna meet another buyer on tues too. Tml gonna meet a seller ! And the common thing between the 3 of them is that all of them stayed in Bukit Batok !! Thus it makes thing much much easier for me ! Praise the Lord!And and, previously, i met 2 sellers too and both the meet ups place was Bukit Batok! HAHA! .. Thanks to all who supported me! Put my hits counter to unique visits and still there were many viewers! Praise God =)

Today was a boring day at home! No cg, stayed at home e whole day man!I really really hate this kind of feeling. Normally i wld be out on a Sunday..I'm one who really cant stand boredom!! I need lotsa companionship!!When im bored i'll feel sick >.< . Jm & yl said they gonna ask us out to join them for dinner after their receeing today but i guess they forgot about it....so..nvm lor. Had been looking at my lappy screen from the time i wake up(12pm), its 1am now! Had been busy replying emails, answering queries, checking other blogshops ... This is wat i do every night! G.O.D is really my top priority now other than my daddy God..I put in lotsa time & effort in it (: It's my wish to have my own biz since young (: But its really taxing to face the laptop for not less 8 hours EVERYDAY ! Guess i need a new pair of specs soon!!

Yea..& i guess this biz is preparing me to sow into Building Fund! ARISE & BUILD 06 started on Saturday! It's my 1st time participating in ARISE & BUILDING - building God a new house (: ... All of us pledged a 6 months faith amount of $$ .. God says "when we sow in tears, we'll reap in joy" .. The amount i pledged was one that touched my heart (: I believe God for open heavens; for blessings to pour down continuously! Yes, as i visualize a new church, a building which i contributed in building for God, i weep ..wif JOY

(: It's really not easy juggling between studies, work(88DB) and my own biz. I didn't know that i have that capacity! At night, i would have to search for people to email to promote 88DB service, do up templates and email back to the com and also handling my blog matters and of course tutorials & stuff ... But its getting kinda overwhelming currently.....i hasnt really get down to the "studies" part though (will seriously try my best!!) Ive seriously no time for other things now....my guitarr...........=(........=(.........=(..........=(.........guitar..........=(..............=(........i really love it. Thought i could get a new one soon and return MJ hers .... but hais...met a "DEAD SELLER" if u noe wat i mean...She got me really pissed!!Super, extremely! & made me really disappointed... I've waited so long, being happy for NOTHING! .. guitar...........wait till i get my hands on a new one, i'll forsake other thing! >.< Yes, thats how much i love it though i doesnt really noe how to play...its a undescribable feeling, especially when i get my hands on those strings (: but ..haiss..nvm.

Ahhh....i've got to attend only 1 tutorial tml frm 9-11am and i'll be so free after that!! But.... there's nothing fun to do too.. I'm kinda afriad of facing my laptop! Thought of snipping my hair away again tml...but everybody else must be having sch or wat; no one's gonna have the time for me.HA!! Gonna be so lonely tml .............. After today, i already felt so dead ...

EMPTINESS. theres noone i can talk to.

(there's 2 things i really felt happy abt this week: the Anna sui Red Ruby handheld necklace i got from Deb & another Anna sui necklace i got from another sellers.. They brightened up my day! too sweet to be true! little things can perk me up & i really smile from my heart (: !! )

(hmm..girls would normally be touched by some lil things which guys do for them.. yea i am really touched & kinda surprised by something! Eh..but nothing more than that!.Just too sweet la; my jaws almost dropped, BUT nothing else la, a no no!..i feel like a tortoise now; if u get wat i mean you'll noe.. )

gonna snip off my hair nx week i hope!RELEASE STRESS!

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