running dry
i've 2 major reports due nx mon n weds. will try my best to finish by tonight as it's impossible for me to do during the weekends. cancelled my plans just to come home early today to do the reports. i don't know how to do though. but nvm, i know i'll pull through coz im a superwoman.
gonna meet a number of buyers tml in various places and at different timings. my mind is seriously flooded now. hopefully i won't mix up any orders or wat..a biz woman cant be a student at the same time. it takes some courage and LOTSA time. and im rather pissed wif a seller. hais. yesterday G.O.D's sleeveless column became faulty and i had to retype some stuff all over again. took me sucha long time to get everything back to track. i almost wanna ditch everything. seriously cant find the root of the prob. bah. forget it.
from NOW onwards..i'm seriously gonna put my heart into my biz and nothing etc. i dunno why but my top priority when i reach home everyday is to switch on my lappie and check my email. will go into a hiatus 2 weeks down. and i'll focus on my studies and my guitar. with myself and God. but i know i will give up soon. give up G.O.D .and everything?
i didnt know im sucha independent person. i travel to far places alone, look for things alone, recee alone, shop alone, buy presents alone, eat alone, go to library alone, do ALL my stuff alone. i don't ask for a companion and i don't need one. I've got my Heavenly Father with me everywhere i go. And i can really feel Him everywhere i go. I've only Him and noone else. My Heavenly Father is exceptionally close to me these few days. He is all around. My source & my salvation.
QN: when ur're down, would u prefer someone who will sit by you and give u advices or someone who will cry with you?
ANS: i'll choose the latter.
guess wat? ignorance is always bliss.
i've shut down, closed up, retreat.
you wont see my eyes anymore.
(ling..call me if u see this ; as i chose the latter.)
smiles =) =D ^^ *-* ^_^ (:
i cant do anything coz my whole family is right infront of me.
gonna meet a number of buyers tml in various places and at different timings. my mind is seriously flooded now. hopefully i won't mix up any orders or wat..a biz woman cant be a student at the same time. it takes some courage and LOTSA time. and im rather pissed wif a seller. hais. yesterday G.O.D's sleeveless column became faulty and i had to retype some stuff all over again. took me sucha long time to get everything back to track. i almost wanna ditch everything. seriously cant find the root of the prob. bah. forget it.
from NOW onwards..i'm seriously gonna put my heart into my biz and nothing etc. i dunno why but my top priority when i reach home everyday is to switch on my lappie and check my email. will go into a hiatus 2 weeks down. and i'll focus on my studies and my guitar. with myself and God. but i know i will give up soon. give up G.O.D .and everything?
i didnt know im sucha independent person. i travel to far places alone, look for things alone, recee alone, shop alone, buy presents alone, eat alone, go to library alone, do ALL my stuff alone. i don't ask for a companion and i don't need one. I've got my Heavenly Father with me everywhere i go. And i can really feel Him everywhere i go. I've only Him and noone else. My Heavenly Father is exceptionally close to me these few days. He is all around. My source & my salvation.
QN: when ur're down, would u prefer someone who will sit by you and give u advices or someone who will cry with you?
ANS: i'll choose the latter.
guess wat? ignorance is always bliss.
i've shut down, closed up, retreat.
you wont see my eyes anymore.
(ling..call me if u see this ; as i chose the latter.)
smiles =) =D ^^ *-* ^_^ (:
i cant do anything coz my whole family is right infront of me.
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