show me how to live

it's getting hard for me to love people .. & i dunno y..

i cant expect much from them. coz each of them have their own life. but.. they are my life.

God..im nearer to you..but furthur away from people .

i find it even harder to share .. losing my voice soon.

burdened..very..very very..

im not worthy to encourage others when i myself cant encourage myself..

if this continues...i might just draw away from everything..im really afraid of that..

but i cant continue living everyday with such a burdened heart..its pulling me down.pulling my world down.