Ugly world . tears .

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update on my favourite colours :

Red
Fuchsia
White
Brown

yea..really into red & fuchsia nowadays!no more gold!

Went to old church to serve nursery duty just now during PM.. 1st time serving there!And i must say, it's way better than the make shift nursery rooms in Expo! I felt so much cosier and happy here. gees. And today only got 3 kids..3 super cute ones who already know how to talk! I just feel so happyyyyy talking to these not more than 2 year old kids .Uber cute!

Hmm...i just want to say something..Though "words of affirmation" is not my top love language, it doesnt mean that i dont care about it. The thing is, i do need some words of affirmation now, badly .. Sometimes being too nice to people will make them take you for granted.. I've a very soft heart... Very very..

dunno wat to say..just that i cant bring myself to smile..even an inch. I've no more confidence in myself..not a bit..Those words i used to hear are not the ones i hear now..It's just so hurting. I didnt know i can become a person with low self-esteem & low morale...Tell me, how do i carry my head high again? It can never be the same again.. Bottled all inside.

And even when "acts/services" is my top love language...so wat?...i dont feel anything. Or shld i say, it meant nothing at all.

God..

how?

..............................................................................................ruby..........

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wipe them away. be brave.