Monday, January 08, 2007

If she ever hurts..

A day filled with joy & laughter (:

For the 1st in many many months, i went to visit my grandparents this morning! No cell group this few weeks. It's been a super long time since i last visited them. Feels guilty. Good to see them and my cousins today (: Though i have to wake up super early & they live all the way in the North area -_- . Going shopping with my aunt (mum's younger sis) is always a pleasure. She dotes on me alot. Went shopping with her & mum at tpy & amk, they bought me stuff..HAHAS. I feel so much closer to mummy today. (:

Traveled all e way frm amk to yewtee in the afternoon. Me, zen & jingmin went to huiwei's condo for swimming! Man i hadnt worn a swimsuit for a long long time. haha..we were laughing away with ourselves. Then we went for a steam spa & dipped in the spa pool. We were all so rosy after that. I feel so much healthier & pampered!

Met up with yl & shir after that..Me, jm & yl went westmall..Short chats over Mos burger & we rented the movie "Stay Alive", loaded junkfood & greentea & they headed to my house.. Man man, this is an awesome movie!! Nice thriller; nice plot; superb graphics. LOVE LOVE LOVE! Initially i even objected to watching this. HAHAs. It's a movie worth watching. Then we watched Show's "Speshow" concert.. All i wanted to hear is his new song "Hao Peng You" (best friend). YEAs it's super nice.. love love love(: After that was a whole load of fun. The 3 of us did some "breakthroughs" which i really can't say here. Man; i was being forced ok! HAHAs.. what a breakthrough sia..Had a long chatting session in my room.. The topics; once again cannot be revealed here. ARGH. Another realm of breakthroughs.. we know each other's most most highly confidential past. HAHAS. Man; it was deep chats. Filled with shrieking laughters! HAHAS. I could have put a sign on my door: " No boys allowed". We had our "Girls Talk". Funny funny funny. & sisters remember what i said before u all forced me to wear "that" huh!!! BREAKTHROUGH EH! HAHAS.

A day filled with awesome activities. Wonderful day (: Sisters rock. (: hahas.

Thank You God for all the joy (: Thanks for giving me peace. I had a good rest today. I will stick very very close to you this few days; & of coz everyday. I need your mighty support to pass this week. I lift up my burdens to you. Teach me how to love once again.

2007 is really going to be a better year for me. God has blessed me tremendously since 1 Jan 2007. He made me so much stronger.

But... my heart is starting to harden up too. Will i not know how to care; how to feel; how to love soon? I find it hard to even cry now; over something. & this is like so not me!

(gal.. please tell me. i beg you. it's burdening me alot alot. )

I can't sleep peacefully.

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