Sunday, March 18, 2007

fickle-minded

Had a heated arguement with my parents early in e morning. One full of tears. What a start for a Saturday. Everything was ok in e end.

Next was e visit to e dentist. Did filling for e tooth which caused so much pain.- $45. But it's still painful after that; doc says that i will have to do root canal(again) if it's still painful these few days. A whopping sum of money will be needed for this. Also, i have to extract one tooth(hai..another one gone). Extraction: $40. Have around 1 more filling to do too. BIG HAI. I was really depressed after e visit to e dentist. Thinking of all the money that i'll need; along with the physical pain im experiencing; i feel so pathetic.. Seriously pathetic.. My teeth brought me lotsa problems since young.. Hais.. Worried about e $ matter..coz i might be going SIM & i'll need a really huge sum of money for that. Mum & dad hav been showing their concern about $ matters nowadays..they are worried..Struggling. I am very worried too. I'm actually very afraid of gg to e dentist too. Poorthing...

4hrs of sleep only. I was so so so tired since morning. Have nv been so tired before; imagine me dozing off during worship..& throughout e preaching.. I didnt want to; pinched myself so many times but was rather useless. Hardly even concentrate durin chior prac too.

But..i Thank God that he suddenly refreshes me @ e end of e day; if not i guess i would have been so-not-myself the whole day; snapping at whoever blocking my way..

Tiring tiring... Spelling Bee Prelim is tml! I haven study all e 600 words... Man...this is very impt to me; if i nv pass e prelim i will really feel very sad..Coz its nt that i dun wanna study e words; but i really dun hav enough time.

JIAYOU for me ok (:

lastly..im getting fickle-minded..nv was i like that.. but now.. maybe it'll be better..who knows?

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