grief

it's a mixture of disappointment, anger & hurts.

i've nv felt such strong emotions for a long time.

i know exactly how i'm feeling; it's not what you all have said.

i cant explain the actual reason; i cant find e right words to use;

& so what i've spilled are only chidish reasons; it's not what i meant at all!

so much grievances. do u all understand?

so tight up with work; uni application; G.O.D; church. so overwhelmed by people's treatment. so much so that i wanna go mia.

& i broke down in e presence of God...but i rejected His love...

unworthy.

to me; my world is getting quieter.