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Tomorrow is BAOC 2007-FINALE. Last Year it was "Fanatical Masquerade" by: Jerome, Brendan & me. This Year it is " Gusto Yamataikoku" by: Lawsonn, Caleb & Vanessa. I have 100% confidence in them. Jia you guys!

Didnt go to work yesterday as i wasnt that well yet. Went to Lot1 to buy makeup. . Silly me; thought Bukit Panjang is one stop from CCK. & So i decided to take bus from BP to SIM for math class. Who knows!?-_- Thought i am well enough to go class; but i was wrong. Almost fainted during the journey; like again. Thanks to the crazy crowds @ that time. I was feeling really unwell; unwell & unwell. I was really late by e time i reach Clementi; thus dropped the idea of gg to sch. Dropped @ NP to find law they all for awhile instead. They r doing really well. Afterwhich, rushed down to Jingmin's house to practise for e upcoming Make Up Prelim which is TOMORROW; no time to waste!

Yes; im taking part in the "Make-up & Costume Design" competition for CHC Annual EMERGE 2007! TOMORROW will be the prelim. The 3 pics above are the makeup effects we can choose from. I am gonna do the 3rd one. My dear Jingmin agrees to be my model. Thank God! This year's not that easy! Much blending to do. Jitters jitters. Afterall; I was still pretty pleased as i managed to do the whole face without much problems. Below is a sneak preview of what i did yesterday.

TOMORROW is the day. Given ONE HOUR. My 1st ever ON-THE-SPOT competition. No rehearsals, no try-outs, no assistance. I can do my own makeup perfectly fine; but doing for people is another thing. It is sccaaarryy; double the difficulty level. We practised again today. I dunno why....but i suddenly lost ALL my confidence in the end. I got so tired. I'm getting tired easily after the food poisoining event. Maybe b'coz i slept too much that 2 days & now i couldnt get used to it. I predict..i might get so nervous i pee on my pants; or worse..give up in the end. Shruggs. I don't know! All i know is...i am afraid...& i have zero confidence now. Where are my guts? Where are my confidence now? I don't know. TOMORROW; i will know.

(my heart aches so badly)