from the bottom of my heart.

i cant find any words to use.. this few will convey.

Jesus
Hands that hold the heavens
Hold my heart tonight

Love pierce through my darkness
Glorious light

Words of life eternal
Heal my broken soul
To whom will I go

There's no one else but You alone

Jesus
Jesus

No other name
No one the same like You
The Truth, the Life, the Way

Jesus
Jesus

Glory and praise
Our voices we raise to You
The soon and coming king

You are the Christ
Son of the Living God
The Great I Am
I’ll follow You till the end

Secret place
Lord of my Life I love You
Lord of my days I trust in You
Living beneath the shelter of your wings
My heart’s safe

When I am lost You find me
When I’m in need you shelter me
Lord of my life You are my secret place

Clothe me in your presence Lord
Draw me near to You

All my heart I long to give to You
Living to be near you Lord
I long to see Your face
Lord forever You’re my secret place

You’re my peace
You’re my rest
You’re my secret place

Surrender
I rise with You in the wake of the morning
I walk with You in the cool of the night
And every single day
I’m devoted to Your ways
Only Yours
Only Yours


I surrender all to You
I surrender all to You

When I’m weak You are strong
You’re my feet when I can’t move on
You’re the light in the dark
You’re the whisper inside my heart


I’m all for You
I’m all for You

That’s what friends are for
And I never thought I’d feel this way
And as far as I’m concerned
I’m glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I Love You

And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today
And then if you can remember

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That’s what friends are for

For good times and bad times
I’ll be on your side forever more

That’s what friends are for.

(drown in the presence of God. so much tears falling on God's open palms. i know He is there to count my tears. i'm sorry Lord.)

i feel alot

-out of spelling bee

-picnic hav to be cancelled @ e very last min

-treated like cheap labour.stressed by boss.

-class started yesterday.from 7-10 every mon tue thur

-thus no more pm for me every tue

-grandma is very sick. the week before last sat she was hospitalised, that wed she came to my house. when i step into my living room, all i see was the trembling backview of a frail old woman gripping on loosely to the window grills..she was crying. it was the 1st time i see her sobbing so hard. i turned away and continue preparing for work as tears came streaming down. she must be feeling terrible. i was really heartbroken. i don't want her to leave us..though i know thats the only way she will find peace & not be tormented. but...what saddens me even more is that..i know...she wont go to heaven.......

This time round, i will not succumb to the devil's work..i will not feel that i'm the saddest, im the most pathetic one..he will only be laughing away at one corner while i'm crying. Take Sun as as comparison..what she has experienced when she was younger; those turmoil were not what most of us can think of. Also, i will not feel that i'm the most wornout or tired; take Pastor Kong as comparison.. he is much much more tired then me. What more can i complain? What more can i expect? It is time for me to be more mature as i'm put to more and more tests.

I will be strong for my family & for my friends who are not doing well. I will always be there to lend a helping hand when in need. & i hope you all will always be there for me too.