Laughter is the best medicine

Like the fourth time!?

The fourth time it rain cats & dogs while i was out having my break; & thus i have to run across the traffic light under the pouring rain & walk one big round from JEC to the MRT station then back to JTC complex. IT's REALLY ONE BIG ROUND. I rmb; the previous time the rain was so heavy i had to buy an umbrella...but i can't possibly keep buying umbrella everytime i got caught in the rain. -_- Now; whenever i see the sky turn grey during break time; i would be like:" Man, do i hav to buy an umbrella; like again?"....

COUNTING DOWN-2 more days to last day of work @ JosDB!

YAHOOS! Like finally; bible study resumed today!!On e way to BS; i bumped into LING!!Miss ya so much la ger! (: Went to Vivo to grab the Chili Cheese Beef fries from my fav SUPER DOG! =D=D It's been long since i step into a Mall...I love Vivo!

& I'm a happy girl today!Why why?? Bumped into "Mr 9 eyecandy" @ Riverwalk! He was with my friend again. Man; like so fated lar....!!My eyes almost rolled out. Shao liang was with me; so i think im in deep shit. hahas. God; you are so cute lar. Ok; snap back to reality.

I personally feel that the way i connect to God is thru a charismatic style. I feel His presence the strongest whenever i'm in prayer meeting, services, during praise & worship; when im in a grp/congregation. I love to soak in His presence. & i get the most revelations out of bible study. Today's lesson was about "Seven Erroneous Faith teachings". Hmm....some parts were kinda complicating & hard for me to understand; but i received lotsa anoitings thru the word!Will pen it down when i sort out those many different revelations. The bs teacher was super funny i tell ya!

Hmm..i don't know why...but i got down @ Outram Park on my way home. Just suddenly got the urge to go there. But when i reached; i immediately regretted doing that. The 1st thought that came to my mind was: "how i wish i'm not alone". Frankly speaking..ever since i started work & classes in SIM; i've stop going out with friends; thank God i still get to see my cg members on Weekends. Just know; i just feel....so lonely. Where are all the fun i used to have esp with N194 ?? Pool, mahjong, chevrons, tonning sessions, movies, dvds @ my house, guitar practices, ban mian @ jw church, town...... I guess everyone's getting real busy as we move on to different phases of Life; & that applies to all my other friends too...I miss everything & i don't wanna believe that "Change is the only constant"; though i know it well that it is true.

I'm someone who yearn for tons of companionship. I need both quality & quantity time with friends. Many might say quality time is more impt than quantity; i personally feel that it doesnt apply in every situations. I think they are interrelated. Sometimes; it just needs quantity time to become quality time; aint i right. Hmm....am i too demanding or what? But truthfully; it's only when i'm with people; that i don't feel lonely. Haa..am i like deprived of love or what?

All i know is i nd people who are willing to go along with my sudden crazy ideas. There are; but only a few in my circle of friends. I havent been laughing my heart out since 1 month ago..I miss laughing; i miss late night chillings; i miss LIFE; i really do!I suddenly feel that i'm "friend-less" & i wanna stop thinking this way!!!!I nd some fun..i nd to laugh to my heart's content.

"Holy laughter"....I had been wondering & wondering. Why are so many people filled with so much joy under the power of God during Benny Hinn's crusade while i'm not? Instead; i cried so much..so hard..there are so much tears. I could still cry towards the end. I don't understand why...Just why?? Is it a faith problem or what?W.H.Y?

I pray for a rainbow soon.

Happy bday Qiuyi(18th) & Lawsonn(19th)! & thank God Shirley is well & back.

Love all.